Monday, March 16, 2026

Weaving

Saturn/Neptune/Sun/Mars/Mercury/Moon

Venus/Saturn/Neptune

The planetary alignments are inspiring me to weave. 

Weaving the past. 

Weaving the present. 

Weaving the future. 

I love this blog because I have space to weave! I can express anything that I want! I have space to weave! 

Ok, so what am I weaving today? 

I wanted to share my photo of me in Italy as a young college student, an art student, in 1999. I traveled abroad with my college, College of Santa Fe, classmates and I was the photojournalist. Even though my camera was broken the entire time, I managed to keep with slide from my trip. I am proud that I lived in Tuscany for 6 weeks. 

Weaving. I was a college art professor for undergraduates and I taught Dreamweaver in order to build websites. I loved that time in my life. I taught at Palm Beach State College in Lake Worth, Florida. 

So, I am weaving a world of memories right now and I anticipate that I am creatively expressing myself, moving my energy through my sacral chakra into my heart chakra. I am feeling emotions about the past and how much I traveled. I loved moving. 

I have stayed in one house for 10 years and then moved to another where I have been living for 1 year. When I stayed in one house for 10 years, I planned on moving the entire time and finally did! I weaved a new reality with my guides. I am always guided and the Lord guides me every step of the way. 

I am weaving with the Lord. 

Om Shanti. O Shani. I am here. 

I am weaving sacred space for myself. I am weaving a tapestry of my life. I am weaving and grieving with grace. I am weaving compassion for my past and recognizing where I have grown. 

I am working for humility and surrendering. 

I am available to coach Starseeds. If you are a Starseed and feel like you need a guide. I can guide you. 

email me: lovealwayswins144@gmail.com 

I practice Siddha Yoga and herbs, a Yoga lifestyle as I am in union with my Higher Self, the meaning of Yoga. I am weaving a new business. I am available to sponsor in many of the 12-step programs. Reach out to me if you want to get sober and learn how to stay sober. As a Starseed, you must understand how to use your Star Gifts. I have many. 

Palm Beach Orbs

Donald Trump was our neighbor.  I lived on Palm Beach Island, on the north end, since 1994 and I rarely drove to the southern end, towards the southern bridge. I only used the north and middle bridges to go to and from the island. In 2009, I attended a fundraiser event for the Caron Foundation at Mar-a-Lago in Palm Beach.

This was a great evening! There were orbs in many of the photos! It was a magical evening and I don't know if that was my guardian angel protecting me or a piece of dust in the camera! The other photos had Orbs showering the dance hall where we attended a concert by Jon Secada. 

Orb Photo of me on the left with my mentor, Leigh Wagner, 2009 

 
Photo that I took of Donald Trump at his home Maralago, Palm Beach, FL after talking to him about his many Tesla cars parked on his lawn. 

More orbs 

Orbs 

It was a wonderful conversation and I am happy to have attended this great party for such a wonderful cause. He raised over a million dollars for the Karen Foundation. 



I was inspired to create a 3D city called Orb City from Maya and Adobe Photoshop. Orb City was on display at the Graduate Student Art Show at Florida Atlantic University in 2015. 

Orb City 


Diana Cooper showed us tons of orbs on her zoom calls and I was very inspired by the phenomenon of Orbs. 

Any experience with orbs? 
email me: lovealwayswins144@gmail.com 

Here I am featured in PALM BEACH LIFE MAGAZINE @2005 for being an artist in Palm Beach. I was painting in Santa Fe and then returned to Palm Beach for this article. 











Sunday, March 15, 2026

Family


Family needs forgiveness 24/7. How can you love someone when you are so busy judging them? May all beings be peaceful! Om Shanti! 

Gratitude and forgiveness are the answer. Acceptance is needed. I accept the fact that judgements are being created against me and I forgive them. 

Om Shanti!! 

I forgive everything that is not of the vibration of sacred love. 

Shree Gurudev! 

Rama, Rama,  Ram! 

Art As Therapy



"Play!"

"Go outside and play!" I was told as a child. It is my divine connection with nature that brought me the most joy. 

"Stay rooted." So I would hug trees. I still do. 

"Make Art! Create!" I would make art and that would bring me so much joy. I loved making art and I still do. 

"Imagine." I would imagine art communities growing their own vegetables. I still do. 

Making art heals me. Creating art is medicinal. Art as medicine. Art as therapy. I wrote so many essays about how art is therapy and that the Art Therapist provides a space for the patient to create art. 

The pure act of making art brings so much joy that it is the joy that heals. They say do what you love and the money will follow, well, the healing follows too. I have created art to heal so many things. 

Why does that work? 

Well, it's because there is an elation process that happens within the body when the non-verbal part of myself becomes recognized. Just like a plant will grow when it is given attention. We actually bring light, attention, to our "non-verbal, dream symbol" communication and become "enlightened." 

The unconscious parts of us become conscious through non-verbal communication, which is our dream realm that stores so many of our experiences. 

When we communicate with the dream realm through learning the dream language of symbols, then we can give it due attention. 

Our dream realms become noticed, calmer, and can calm down the irritability of neurosis. 

When I studied Art Therapy, I discovered the work of Otto Rank. It was his theory that everyone is an artist and that neurosis comes from being a blocked creator. 

When we learn the language of symbols, the dream language, the collective unconscious mind then can communicate and become unblocked. 

Carl Jung has written volumes about this. He and I agree that the dream language is to be listened to, understood, and user to communicate the parts of us that are non-verbal. 

We must give attention to plants in order for them to grow. It is the same principle for our dream realm. Otherwise, we neglect our bodies. 

Our bodies are non-verbal and we must decipher the signals and language in order to care for them. 

Thus, we make the unseen dream realm seen through making art. 

Therefore, art is therapy, medicine, and healing. By making art, we communicate with our non-verbal parts of us, that operate unconsciously, therefore we can make them conscious, in hopes, of giving them attention. This leads to healing. 

What we neglect, dies. What we give attention to, thrives. So why would we not give attention to our dreams? 

@Carl Jung and Otto Rank inspired. 

Blue Sapphire, Shani, Saturn 

The act of creating art has become the therapy. The Art Therapist provides support to create the bridge between the unconscious and conscious selves. In essence, the art therapist, or art medium, mediator, such as me, would create the space to allow the patient, client to bridge between their Higher Self and self, to allow the non-verbal, can be poetry, and use of words of course, words and letters as symbols, in order to bridge the realms within the client. 
"Because I, the art mediator, am fluent in the language of dreams, collective unconscious, and symbols, I can help translate the message to the client." 

Artist as shaman, like Jackson Pollock spoke about. His message is similar to mine. He studied with Carl Jung and Bill Wilson created step 3 based on Jung's discovery after seeing Pollock, etc. 

The Native American culture still honors this phenomenon of dream language and how it speaks in symbols. 

Color is a symbol. Animals are symbols. Words are symbols. Numbers are symbols. 

As I observe the stars, I have been applying astronomy to my process of creating art, working with, deciphering, translating the language of my dream realm for years and I have figured that the planet Neptune and Saturn have a huge part to play in this. I practice Shamanic Astrology and I communicate with the essence of each planet, the planet's guardian, and the planet's consciousness. This is all non-vocal, verbal telepathic communication within meditative state. 

(It is a type of yoga, star yoga. It is the union with the stars.)

Saturn gives the dreams of Neptune form. Mercury is the messenger and Mars is the drive. Venus is the value and quality of the art. While Uranus gives us the insight from the art. The Sun lives the reality created from the art, while Pluto destroys what is no longer needed for the new form to exist. 

So with astrology or the knowledge of where the stars are in your chart, or in the sky, can tell you what part of the art making process is needed. 

Are you letting go of what no longer is in form since your new art experience is in form? Pluto?

Are you gaining value from your new understanding of your new art form? Venus? 

Are you feeling limited and learning the parameters of your new star formation? Saturn? 

Are you learning how to live your new view of reality? Sun? 

Are you receiving new forms in your mind's eye to create? Mercury?

Are you receiving new higher thought forms and essence to merge with the art for Spiritual Advancement? Neptune? 

Are you feeling the drive to create the new form? Mars? 

Are you being given insights from your new form? Uranus? 

Are you questioning your values and choosing beauty over ugliness? Venus? 

So many other phases and questions to ask in the process of creating life. 

That is all for now. 

In conversation with my artist friend: 

"Art as therapy has been my drive ever since. Art is the medicine and can communicate non-verbally what we can not put into words. An entire language exists unknown that we can learn, as the unconscious dream world speaks in symbols. It can become conscious, thus the unseen realm can become seen. 


I am feeling good. 

Letting go and letting God! 


How are you? 


Maybe I need to write more about art as therapy."

- Anna 


Thank you for the inspiration! This is what I love! Will the money follow? 





Saturday, March 14, 2026

The Last Piece of Pie

Wayne Thiebaud 

So much of my life is spent helping people. I think it is my 12th house karma in Leo. I have my planet Saturn there. I just love healing people. I watch them connect to their higher power and they blossom. I love giving people guidance and helping my mom daily with her elder years. 

I attend 12-step meetings and I meditate daily in order to deal with so many challenges. I am able to keep a view of a Starseed, planting ideas for new ways of doing things. 

I am proud to say that I have helped my elder mom, included her in my spending plan, and my physical plan, lol. 

God has given me the communication skills and the technological skills to communicate my mom's needs even though, I spend hours on the computer uploading Power of Attorney forms. I understand that everyone has a chart that they live by, they have to learn what they have to learn. 

I have to learn what I have to learn. I always give my mom the last piece of the pie.

I love you, mom. 

Anna  

Safe House {Drawing Project}



Safe House Drawing Project

I will show you the drawing of the house, state which planets are in that house, and if I feel that the house is safe. I will explain why or why not. 

Here is the background story: 

I started to draw these houses to connect to the feeling of being safe in my house, my inner home, as an Art Therapy project for myself. Soon I discovered that each house was an artistic expression of the characteristics of each astrology house and what planets live there. 

I am using my Astrology, Art Therapy, Art, 12-step recovery, and meditation skills for my Astrological Home Improvement Project. 

(I am a Sidereal Astrologist and I studied Master's Degree in Art Therapy at Southwestern College and earned my Bachelor's at College of Santa Fe, New Mexico.) 

These are my houses according to TRUE SKY (Sidereal Astrology Chart





1st House - Identity/Virgo: Pluto, North Node (Rahu)/ SAFE


Notes: Pluto rules plumbing and there are gutters and flowing water or grass that is growing. It is a good sign that the front door is visible with plants and walkway is welcoming. This house is well-watered and looks small for one person. That fits the first house, where it is only one person living there, solo. The clouds are clear and there are 4 of them. There is a fire in the fireplace. Someone is home and present. The number of this house is 821. This home feels safe. 

2nd House - Possessions/Libra: Uranus, Venus/SAFE


Notes: The windows are balanced. There are two seats for the relationship. There is a fire in the fireplace. Someone is home. The number of this house is 927. This house feels safe. 

3rd House - Communication/Scorpio/Ophiuchus: Neptune, Mars, Sun, Mercury/SAFE
 

Notes: There is a fire in the fireplace and someone is home. There are 3 clouds in the sky for 3rd house. There are plants outside along the house. The number of this house is 103. This house feels safe. 

4th House - Roots/Sagittarius: IC No planets (Asteroid Goddesses: Vesta, Hygiea, Pallas Athena, Ceres)/UNSAFE

Notes: This house looks vacant. I don't want to be near this house. It looks like it exists in a crime area and it is not safe. There is no fire in the fireplace. The brick chimney is replaced by a strange metal pipe. It has no windows. The plants look poorly taken care of. There are no windows on the sides of the house to let light in. It looks like this house has been yelled at severely and critical energy lives here. There is abuse in this house and it is not safe. I need healthier Sagittarius energy in my life. Whomever has been matching up with this house of mine has been abusing it. I can now see how much neglect this 4th house has endured and how I need to nurture it. My Goddesses Asteroids must be very unhappy, or they don't live here. The number of this house is 321. This house feels unsafe.

5th House - Children, Creativity/Capricorn: No Planets, Asteroid:  Juno/SAFE


Notes: My creative life  is happy! There is a heart on the door! The windows have curtains. There is a fire in the fireplace. There are plants on the outside. The clouds look like maps. The number of this house is 888. This house feels safe. 

6th House - Health/Aquarius: No Planets/UNSAFE


Notes: There is a garage. There is a trash bin to take out the trash. That is a sign of good health, for the health house, it needs to detox. There are plants. There is a fire in the fireplace and someone is present and home. There is a dog that is in the window. It has a shed on the side of the house. The roof is solid. The number of this house is 776. This house feels unsafe. I have a chronic illness and Lyme disease, so interesting that the roof is dark. It looks like family karma and ancestor karma, the roof, as inheritance. Interesting. It looks dark and needs to be cleansed. 

7th House - Relationships/Pisces: Ketu (South Node)/SAFE


Notes: The number of this house is 139. There is a window with sacred geometry in it. The roof is shingled and artistic. There are flowers along the house. There is growth. The windows are clear and balanced. There is a shed. There is a walkway. The moon is in the sky with clouds. There are dreams. This house feels safe. 

8th House - Sharing Resources/Aries: Chiron, Sedna/SAFE


Notes: There is a fire in the fireplace and someone is home, present. The roof is stable and the windows show cats, dogs, and children. The plants look good outside. There is a welcome mat. There are mountains and it is along a lake. The number for this house is 225. This house feels safe. 

9th House - Beliefs/Taurus: Moon (MC)/SAFE


Notes: There is a fire in the fireplace and someone is home. There are three clouds. There is a cat and a dog. There is a child upstairs in her bedroom. There are trees. The sidewalk is paved. There is a clear walkway. The number for this house is 93. This house feels safe. 

10th House - Career/Gemini: Lilith, Sirius/SAFE

Notes: The number for this house is 993. There are many windows and three floors in this house. There are healthy plants. There is a clear walkway to the door. There are trees and mountains. There is a lake and sunshine with clouds. There is a fire in the fireplace and someone present. There are sliding doors and a patio with a chair. There are gutters and a healthy roof. There are birds in the sky. There is a door knocker (good communication). This house feels safe.  

11th House - Social/Cancer: Jupiter/SAFE


Notes: There is a fire in the fireplace. Someone is home. There are trees. There is a mountain and sunshine with clouds. It is near a placid lake. There is a clear walkway and a wide door. There are windows and three floors. There is a window in the attic. There is a bench to sit along the lake. There are gutters for run off water.  There is no number on this house. It is private, Cancers are private. This house feels safe.   


12th House - Public Relations/Karma/Leo: Saturn (Shani), Ascendent/SAFE


Notes: There is a fire in the fireplace and three clouds in the sky. There is sunshine. There are mountains and a lake. The plants are planted in pots. The walkway is clear. The number for this house is 123. There is a fence with grass on the outside and an old canoe that holds planted plants. There are three floors and plenty of windows. The roof is solid and there is a window in the attic. This house looks stable and the home feels safe. 

Conclusion: 
I have two people in my Book of Life that have harmed me very deeply. One is a Sagittarius and the other is an Aquarius. Both of these houses, 4th and 6th, are unsafe. Solution? Forgiveness. I have work to do. I will be working on my 4th and 6th house and then see if these two people become loving again. It might work. Maybe they did not feel safe in these houses or these houses feel unsafe because of the abuse. I am not quite sure. There is more to be revealed.

Thank you for reading! If you want to work with me one-on-one, Art as Therapy, email me: lovealwayswins144@gmail.com

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Weavings of A Starseed Ascension Guide




Not everyone is ready to choose love. To really choose sacred love, one has to let go of the grudges. Not everyone wants to. They love living with grudges. I do not. 

I am cleansing the sacral chakra and I am guessing that I do not have to put into words what I have experienced. My sacral chakra has endured so much pain. Through this pain, I am finding the joy. Without pain, I will not appreciate joy. Without suffering, I will not know peace. The duality of the planet has helped me forgive the dark after experiencing the light. 

I choose Sacred Love. I forgive everyone that has projected onto me anything other than sacred love. I forgive you. I ask for your forgiveness as well. 

I am so grateful for this space to tell the truth. I forgive all the violations, planet earth and humanity. The generations have normalized disgrace. That is all I have to say about it.

I see people normalizing hate as a way of living and projecting so much discord. There is only sacred love. So in the end, I forgive everyone that has projected anything other than the vibration of sacred love. All of the violations that I have endured and all the violations I have done as well, consciously or unconsciously. 

I do not enjoy any vibration other than sacred love. Maybe that is why I am called a Starseed Ascension Guide, a Starseed Astrologist, a Computer Genius, a shaman, a dragon rider, an author, a programmer, an artist, a Rainbow Starseed Shaman Warrior, a psychic, a clairvoyant, a seer, a visionary artist, a printmaker, a survivor, a MULTIDIMENSIONAL MYSTIC, a woman!!! 

Side note: SHE and HER are my pronouns and I love to being a woman. I have no interest changing my pronouns or my gender identity. I love the way I was born and how my mom created me in her womb. 

I am all of those things. I just express love. 

I have no more resentments against the violations. I forgive every one of you. With that knowledge and key, I am a LIGHT BEARER, a WAYSHOWER, a GUIDE. 

I read people's Soul Star Astrology and read the Sidereal charts, and use gems, like Vedic Astrologists, to help guide and BALANCE your Soul Star energies.

Reach out to me at lovealwayswins144@gmail.com and tell me what you need. Maybe I can help connect you to your Star Family! 


The 13th sign of Ophiuchus helped me enlighten my Starseed Astrology chart and then from there I was able to navigate the TRUE SKY ASTROLOGY! 

or email me any questions! Dragons are guiding us! BALANCE!! 

When I worked with Elven Ascension Guide, Elen, we did magical journeys to the Elven Starflower realms. We called in the Temple of the Morningstar. The Venusian energies, Andromeda Starseed energy, and worked with Arcturians, Dragons, and Pleiadeans. 

I am happy to share the Elven wisdom with you. Just reach out. The stars are seeded for the New Earth. 

Weaving

Saturn/Neptune/Sun/Mars/Mercury/Moon Venus/Saturn/Neptune The planetary alignments are inspiring me to weave.  Weaving the past.   Weaving ...